i'm having a mid life crisis. now.
so does that mean i only have another 19 more years to live? HA
slacking at home ain't a good feeling at all D:
sure its better than slogging it out at USS (giving tuition is way better).
but i just feel that my life lacks luster, as compared to my fellow friends
i have no direction
i have no confidence
i have no friends ( ohkay not true. )

the past three days of doing nothing has made me think a lot.
about university. the course i am going into.
its not exactly what i want..i mean..i wanna be a dentist so badly! its depressing

and i secretly think i'm sick.
like ugh. i'm such a troubled kid!
WHATS MY PROBLEM. oh wait i know what my problem is
i just don't wanna face it. Now that's worse.

ohboyohboy
i need more solidarity!