imma excited girl (:
shopping is pure bliss i think
and im gonna be shopping with my fav girls!

can't wait! <3
world cup rawks i think. haha

HAHA thats alif's idea for the album of todays outing (:
quite a successful outing i would say!!
just us JC gang. hahahahahahha okay not exactly
we wanted to all wear uniforms and go out.
how friggin cute would that have been like omg!
but aiya shariff dun have D: so thats reserved for uss outing!

we met up for TOY STORY 3 at cine! and boy oh boy was it awesome (: like it hilarious i think! so much better than the first two. its just friggin hilarious. THE CLAWWW! hahahah inside joke from the movie (: go watch go watch! i think its worth it yo! and omgomgomg i spent so much today! once agin! omgomg. i bought yet another beanie! like whats my problem! but this one is pure awesome. its so pretty i cannot take it. and i bought a new shades! DAM chio! so chio that jing wen and i had to get the same one (: hahaha and i bought something for fishy too! i cant say it now cause she might read it before she gets it. and i wanna surprise her! yay ok (: hope you like it fishsmell!

anyway i think cine's 7 elven is pure exorbitant. like wtf. 6.25 for a bag of ruffles. i wanted to die when i saw the price. but i was alrd at the counter and we were rushing to marina barrage to fly kite!hahaha so whatever! just spend la. so so we went to marina barrage! hahahaha the weather was OMGOODNESS so good! like shadyy and windyyy and we cam whored like nobody's business! i think there is like loadsa potential for a new profile pic? hahah i think i looked nice in some. HAHA bhb ttm. whatever. and after that we went to raffles city starbucks to chill! i officially love their macha tea! OMG. (: pure love. and well we just gossiped our time away. i love their company! totally. its just so funnn (: meetupsoonyouguys! <3

i loveee how today went. except for the teenny weeny fact that winky said the yacht thingy for social night is cancelled. like oh boy ):
but other than that! i think today gets a solid 9! yay jc gang! HAHA

i was shopping with my dear holi when this song came on.
i just started singing along. like ohmygod i still know the lyrics.
hahaha idk why..but this song brought back all the memories like woah.
it was nice to have a flashback now and then i guess? but no point looking back
i think we're getting along fine now?
like in the past few weeks we talked randomly.twice actually. haha about absolutely random stuff. who am i kidding. they were just the formality kinda topics. like where you're going for uni! hows army! but i think somewhere in the future i can maybe treat u more like a friend than i do now. as in more normal? but im sucha great actress it doesnt really matter. hurrs (:

OO MY TWIN SISTERS ARE 22! OLD TTM!
we bought the coco exotic from four leaves. OMG BEST CHEAP CAKE OF ALL TIME! like compared to those choz..secret recipe la. okay 35 aint THAT cheap actually.
hhahahaa but its AWEESOME! i didnt even mind eating it at 1am! :D
anyway (: we surprised holi at her ntu hall. cause shes staying over there for her minor in entrep. im so proud of her (: shes like doing really well there and everyone calls her LAO BAN NIANG. hahaha cool sheet! GO TEAM HOLI (:

ive been picking up on my exercising recently and did a few 10km! and been playing soccer at least once a week! loving this healthy lifestyle. if only uni never starts.

OH AND FISHY i think ure adorable.
the way u wished my sister HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHERLYN's SISTER.
like LOL ttm and IM secretly REALLY ENVIOUS OF xuanie dear!
for just havin all that commitment for the impt things in life.
like her internship and and her piano! every friday for like dk how many years alrd.
i think ure cool xuanie dear (: <3 you two.

going out with my family yesterday was fun (:
ohkay not exactly the family movie thing
but more of the sisters hanging out and shopping thing!
we bought this nautical inspired dress.
CUTE TTM like omg. i think i would die of joy wearing it!

HAHAH SHEESH MAN (:
oh oh oh oh oh oh boy.shopping is orgasmic.
ive been on a shopping spree these days!
like seriously. i think ive spent a few hundred like in the past month?
but its all on awesome clothes at a STEAL.
so it would have been dumb not to buyy...i guess. HAHAHA

fishy just invited me to the flea fly flo fun again!
HAHAHA DEFINITELY GOING (: wont wanna miss out on another shopping spree!

oh i love my sisters. like really.
so much that i was willing to watch prince of persia a second time yest.
hahahhaha i was so bored i volunteered to go down to carrefour to buy snacks halfway thru the movie when the popcorn ran out! (:
i'm just so thankful i have great friends and great sisters (:
nothing more i could ask for i guess.
maybe for the MOH scholarship too? hahah then chummywummy and i could go overseas together. beanies galore <3

i think fishsmell is sucha cute thing!
like omg i wanna squeeze ur oily cheeks kinda cute.
HAHAHAHA :DD

im dying to donate blood!
fishsmell! donate with me(: platelets this time!

AWW

"Sherlyn Ho! No more dramatic ramblings like "fate has dealt me with the worst possible outcome / fishsmell is leaving me ):" okay. You make it sound like the end of the world. PLUS, I AM NOT LEAVING YOU. I think you'll be the one leaving me in the end please! I know the future is uncertain and all that, and that we will more probably than not drift apart, but I want you to know that: If I am Cristina, you are my Meredith. Hahahaha I know currently you love Cristina, but don't care, you be Meredith. xD"

hahaha cute ttm.
yea i wanna be cristina!HARD CORE!! ((:
actually thinking about it..i made it sound like fishy just got some terminal illness and is gonna die soon or something. HAHAHA
but at that moment, the naive me felt like it was a life and death issue. so its justified ohkay! hahaha

i think the only bit i find satisfying about my life now is that ive been having random shopping sprees! like yay and movie marathons (:
i think i almost exhausted all the possible movie choices except retarded ones like the last song? I EVEN WATCHED SHREK. HA! omg and i just watched prince of persia yesterday! HOT HOT HOT! EL-NINO HOT.

I LOVED him in the day after tomorrow and i love him now!!! ((:
hot guy with versatile looks. oh boy oh boy oh boy!

gonna have class outing with the class later
and i think im gonna wear my romper again.
hahahah i dun care. i look the nicest in it (:
SEX AND THE CITY 2! CANT wait.
omg i hope winky rems to bring his birthday present game so we can play at marina barrage~!

and yes. fishy.
i shouldnt be mourning like that IDIOTIC APRIL!
hahaha you are my best friend and you didnt die today (:!


<3 feeling all that much betta.

Have you lost your way?
Livin' in the shadow of the message that you made
And so it goes
Everything inside your circle starts to overflow
Take a step before you leap
Into the colours that you seek
You give back what you give away
So don't look back on yesterday

Wanna scream out
No more hiding
Don't be afraid of what's inside
Gonna tell ya you'll be alright
In the Aftermath
Anytime anybody pulls you down
Anytime anybody says you're not allowed
Just remember you are not alone
In the Aftermath

i'm afraid of making a choice.
fate has dealt me with the worst possible outcome
fishsmell is leaving me ):
ohkay it sounds retarded to say it out like that

but i think i have never really been so attached to someone except her
my secondary school days were practically exhausted in the dating arena
and i guess being single in vj was probably the smartest thing ive done so far.
cause it led me to a wonderful friend like LEE YUSIN :)

there is just so much uncertainty in my future now.
its either ntu or australia(maybe?)
either way its not exactly what i really want.
but i guess my sisters are right.
that you know, no matter what life throws at you.
ultimately you just got to make do with what you got
if im going ntu i would be the best engineer there. try and compete with ah tiongs.
and the best diagnostic radiographer in aussy! hahah
i can even wear those awesome beanies there and not look weird during winter!

but deep down i still secretly look back at the contentment i felt a week ago
when things were almost certain.
when we were about to embark on hall life together
to experience university together
to mug together?where we would be each others motivation to study!
to be able to retreat into her company and well just sit and talk
to just have a blast with my closest friend.

but [ why is there always a but ): ]
SMU would be a great place for her
and i dowanna be the one who lets her down should i go to aus.
i rather be dealt the blow than deal it.

so im trying to maintain a positive outlook now!
and on the upside. i just found out that chummy wummy got the college scholarship too
so its like yay (: cause she can be my roomie now!
even though i know it would not be the same as fishy. but i believe that it would be a wonderful experience nonetheless.
i could not have expected a better roomie besides fishy or chummy

i will try to embrace this as bravely as i can
because i know im not alone in this
i hope im right? prove me right kay (:
iloveyou!